Soooooooo tired la!!! I don't want to go to work!
Haha, so long never update blog le. Guess its time to update this dead de blog. Work is so tiring man, now i know how hard it is to earn money. Nicholas and bryan, this two bloody bitches, both get easy easy de job. Can i slash them? Lol. Anw had fun during sat and sun, seriously fun. Just hope that we can stay like this forever.
life is never fair. Sometimes letting it go is better, but the question is should i?
hmm... one week holiday is ending soon. so sad -.- Just came back from my camp. Had fun there and really learn alot of things there. There are lots of different activitites and some really left a impact on me. This talk about "we need to cherish our life" is really meaningful.
10 things god will never asked you.
1. God will never ask you what car you drive. He'll ask how many people you drove who didn't have transportation.
2. God won't ask you how big your house is. He'll ask how many people you welcomed into your home.
3. God won't ask about the clothes you had in your closet. He'll ask how many you helped to clothe.
4. God won't ask what your highest salary was. He'll ask if you compromised your character to obtain it.
5. God won't ask what your job title was. He'll ask if you performed your job to the best of your ability.
6. God won't ask how many friends you had. He'll ask how many people to whom you were a friend.
7. God won't ask you what neighborhood you lived, He'll ask how you treated your neighbour.
8. God won't ask about the colour of your skin. He'll ask about the content of your character.
9. God won't ask why it took you so long to seek salvation. He'll lovingly take you to to your mansion in heaven and not to the gates of hell.
10. God won't ask you how many you have forwarded this to, He already knows your decision.
This is the lesson which i think is the most important and most meaningful. I saw this story on the booklet they gave us and i think its really meaningful too.
A well know speaker started off his seminar holding up a $20 bill.
In the room of 200, he asked, "who would like to have this $20 bill?"
Hands started going up.
He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this."
He proceeded to crumple the dollar bill up.
He then asked, " who still wants it?"
Still the hands were up in the air.
"well<" he replied, " what if i do this?"
And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.
He picked it up, now all crumpled and dirty.
"Now who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air.
He then said, " no matter what i do to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20.
Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstance that come our way.
We feel as though we are worthless.
But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. you are special- Don't ever forget it!"
This camp is really fun and it has taught me alot of things. Things which i never really cared about last time. I hoped that next year there will be another camp.
total bullshit!!!! i give up la.... this thing will never end, trust me. 'A leopard will never change it's spots'. its true man. Whenever he make a promise, he will break it and then ask for your forgiveness. this cycle will never end. it will never. everything is up to you, its no longer my problem.
hmmm.... so bored at home -.- added my cbox back :)
i really dont know what to say. i just keep on getting that feeling and it really pisses me off. can i just fucking forget everything and live my life without you all?
jealous? maybe not.. sometimes i just got this feeling of giving up and forget about everything in school or at home. i just don't have the fucking courage to do anything..
august will be a better month for all of us!!!
i don't want history to repeat itself.. yes sooner or later this will happen but why now? a fact is a fact but i choose not to accept this fact because i am afraid. yes it may seem stupid but after what i have gone through last year, this is all too cruel and scary. i don't wanna lose any of you again...
The image keep repeating itself, i cant stop it. I don't know what happened and i don't wish to know. I just hope you can be happy no this thing will no longer happen to you. It hurts, it just hurts
its time to update my blog. last week of holiday totally suck! too many problems i really cant take it anymore. i really don wan to drag my mum into this but i cant help it, what to do? i really cant stand it anymore!!!