why do i have that feeling? i know i don't want to do it but when i see it i really feel kind of jealous. yeah yeah i wan crapping. anw back to posting, today lessons:
F&N- did coursework at com lab.
recess- did not went down, stay at e2 classroom to sound my horn.
amaths - mr rao wan on mc, so we played blackjack in class.
English - wrote my opinion for zouk's event.
lifeskills - did nothing. was crapping with cher.
geo - boring lesson, lucky got someone to msg but she say want go study then never msg le. so i went to fabien table.
after sch went to bp with hedy, joel and ball. eat at naked fish then went to buy sushi. after that bused home.
first day of school. not really good for me, problems keep coming up or should i say those problems should not even exist in my mind. whatever it is, i just hope tomorrow will be a better day for me :)
Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."
-St. Augustine
i did not voice out any unhappiness. because i don wan you to worry, but on the other hand i think you wun care at all. am i rite? watever it is, the only thing i know now is that i love you too much.. maybe they are rite in the first place, i fall in love with a girl which i should never love. whatever la, i just hope you can care more about me.
two more chances left?? or not even one?
yeah yeah long time never post liao. CT1 did ok except for my F&N and GEO both f9 sad case man. really tired this few days don noe why leh just keep want sleep. problems just keep popping up for me, be it in school or at home. Feel like giving up and don care bout everything hais..... sad life
