second chance?

i m sry i hurt u i really am.look into my eyes it oni show the word hate.my hate for everything hav grown so deep.i hate sch,i hate home.i hate going to sch not like last timewhr i cant wait to gosch meet my friends.sch last time is the place i like most now its the place i hate most now in sch all i do is sleep n nothing else.my home its jus a place whr i eat n sleep tats all tis home it may seems to hav everything but inside thr oni my room n four walls wif mi everydae.how i wish i can be like arron he can do watever he wan to,he has all the freedom he wans not like mi in my own home my own room i cant even play my psp.wat kind of home is this? yiwei n huizhen u tel mi is tiswat they teach us in ft?they told us tat we did gd things in our past life to get into ft n laomu is very gd to us.LIKE SHIT!! all they told us is shit.in tis world i suffer like hell.i wan end everything wif jus one slash or someone jus come n kill mi.in class no one seems to understand mi not even my buddys i jus sux.in study i cant do well.in basketball i jus cant do anything right.y god y mus be so unfair to mi?y? y no one seems to understand mi?not even mt parents does.even my best friend stop toking to mi jus bcoz of a small thing.

n to u i m sry i m really sry sry sry sry sry i noe how many times i tel u.u wun come back to mi.i hate my own god too for making mi suffer like hell.y not they let mi die,i rather die then suffer here